I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people.
from Kurt Cobain – Kurt Cobain's Suicide Note Lyrics on Rap Genius
Meaning
It isn’t as if Kurt views his whole career without seeing any good moments, but the bad outweighs the good. But he does understand that Nirvana was highly successful and influential while they were together.
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