Meanwhile, you working hard, like 2 or 3 jobs
Trying to feed me and my siblings, makin an honest livin
Who am I kidding? I call myself easin the load
I made the load heav
He thought he was doing the right thing by making money to help his mother. But he actually made it worse because it only made her more worried that he would be dead or in jail any minute.
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