I'm reaching for my nine
If I point it at myself will it help to quiet the demons screaming in my mind?

from Slaughterhouse (Ft. Skylar Grey) – Rescue Me Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

He thinks maybe the only way to be free of his personal demons is to grab his gun and commit suicide

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