As I sit and I struggle to write new chapters
Knowing the live I was living was a natural disaster
Sitting on my parents couch with dreams of being a rapper
But lacking the drive to get off my ass to make it happen
As he lives life adding new memories and moments which he refers to as chapters which is a play on the “Open Book” mixtape he realizes he is in a struggle in doing so because the life he is currently living is bad and not really what he wants it to be. As he sits on his parents couch he knows he has a dream to be a rapper but he lacks the determination to stand up off of the couch and chase it.
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