That’s the very moment I divorced you in my head

from Brother Ali – All You Need Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

Although it wasn’t official on paper, Ali knew that divorce would be the outcome of this situation.
He’s also describing the way it feels to completely give up on someone in your head. You might push through the relationship (the way Ali did) for the betterment of others, (like his son, Faheem) but in the end, the one person you loved more than anyone else has let you down in a way that is unforgivable.

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