It's the curse of the proverbial anarchy starter, the martyr
This is what I have been converted to do what I do is insanity

from Pharoahe Monch – Damage Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

Continuing the automatic weapon theme, a nod here to Glock conversion

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