Started thinking about a normal life, it got me suicidal
His life is so messed up, it makes him suicidal when he thinks of what it should have been like.
Or it could be him thinking of the ‘regular’ life that everyone leads, a 9-to-5 job etc. It’s kinda depressing…
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