And I just used to say I hate him in dishonest jest

from Earl Sweatshirt – Chum Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

Earl shrugs off thinking about his father by making jokes about him as if he isn’t important. Earl said he hated his dad, but actually misses him (said in the next line)

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