I realised too much, too quickly.
Ignorance is bliss. Knowledge might free you but it can come with a terrible price, especially if it arrives too fast. Frank was probably barraged by a series of realisations that would’ve been heavy handled individually; the rapidity of their arrival, and their number, drove him to a breakdown he later characterises as a “near death experience”.
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