Buried under the stone where the Patrón fifth sits by
That reads, here lies somebody who never wanted to be THIS guy

from Joe Budden (Ft. Kobe & Royce Da 5'9") – All In My Head Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

Royce has been an alcoholic in the past, doing a stint in jail for drunk driving. He is also an avid Patron drinker

He feels his alcoholism was the product of hating himself and drinking himself to death was the only option out.

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