By the time I was old enough to know what religion was
I was Catholicism-numb and truly didn't give a [FUCK!]
'94: Moved out the crib and it ain't seen a steeple since
Upon turning 18 Aesop moved out and abandoned his Catholic upbringing
Aesop describes how he, like so many others, was raised upon the beliefs of his parents and his church and never had any true input on his beliefs.
However, by the time he was old enough to make decisions for himself, the Catholicism had already been embroidered into his brain and left him unable to see things rationally or clearly. Aesop describes this as being “Catholicism-numb,” meaning he was unresponsive and lacked feeling of true Religion due to the way he was raised as a Catholic. Alternatively, Aesop could feel that upon being old enough to understand Religion he immediately abandoned his views as a Catholic and did not care about the Church or its beliefs.
All this, on top of the fact that he truly did not care about his beliefs as a teenager who had more interesting things to do.
Aesop then mentions that upon turning 18 he abandoned Catholicism completely and has since developed his true beliefs.
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