Live like I'm dreaming, kick my feet up
Gun poked my waist, remind me of my demon
Even with his success, Pusha can never relax. His gun is a physical impediment to him “kicking his feet up”
His gun reminds him of his “demon”, meaning his “dark side” (and also his “ding-dong”). The gun poking his waist could be a metaphor to Paul’s thorn in his side, which kept him humble and reminded him of his own personal demons. The Clipse are deeply rooted in Christian rap lyrics and song titles.
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