Therefore I’m feelin’ a lot more guilty when I rub you
That’s why I skip all of that kissin’ when I fuck you
Flush the condom down the toilet then I skate
He feels more guilty when he gets intimate with this girl because he is committed to the first girl. Therefore he avoids all the affectionate aspects (kissing) and goes straight to fucking her which is all he really wants. When he’s finished he flushes the condom down the toilet and leaves. Saying he uses a condom further conveys his lack of attachment to this girl unlike the first girl he has a child with.
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