I told my sister as I kissed her cheek I’m better off dead

from J. Cole – Crunch Time Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

He’s saying that for him life wasn’t always pretty, it has ups and way more downs. He had this moment when you feel like you are just a big piece of disappointment and your family would do better without you.

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