All the while I'm just disguising my fears
And falling behind my peers

from XV – Everyday Life Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

What is he scared of exactly? Who knows but he’s keeping them hidden as well as himself. Most likely isolated himself in order to make sure he stays true to music and not becoming buried in all the fame

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