Jonylah Forever Lyrics

[Intro: Lupe Fiasco]
You live, forever

[Verse 1: Lupe Fiasco]
How 'bout them bullets ain't slow you up?
You ain't really died and we watched you grow up

At 12 months you took your first steps
Awkwardly across the kitchen floor to your best
Your first breaths that we can call words
Were in your father's lap on November 23rd

And they were, "Live for me", and he did for you
Flipped to Neutron and stayed inside the crib for you
And this commitment from your father
Imparted a deep sense of value you forever harbor
We were all so proud as we seen you getting smarter
And the bond grow deeper between a mother and a daughter
'Cause you were not a martyr
(You live)


[Hook 1: Apparat]
Find out, I was just a bad dream
Goodbye

[Verse 2: Lupe Fiasco]
At six, you started reading whole books
At seven, you knew how a brain looked
And could roughly describe, all the different regions
Could tell when we was sick and even knew the reason
The world wasn't at peace, gunfire every weekend
But you were hardly there, cause you was always leaving
Field museum, planetarium, aquarium
You saw something special in that tank you were starin' in

And in those moments, as a little girl
You realized there was a bigger world
Bigger than the South Side, bigger than Chicago
You were bigger, still wanted rims on your car though
And big ass woofers in your car door

So you could wang like your daddy at the park eating sharks
Went to King where you were teased for being smart
Where you bumped into Hadiya teaching art
You live forever
[Hook 2: Apparat]
Find out, I was just a bad dream
Neither ever, nor never, goodbye
Neither ever, nor never, goodbye
Neither


[Verse 3: Lupe Fiasco]
At sixteen is when you got your scholarship
At twenty-two is when you got your doctorate
Even now it's kind of hard to believe
But your father taught you work hard, and achieve
And you complied
Accepted by every medical school you applied
But the coolest thing is when they offered you that high paying slot, you replied
"They need me in the hood," and that's where you reside
Free clinic, nobody denied
And that's where you heard the shots and quickly ran outside
And saw a man and a van and a bleeding baby in his hands
Fading fast, but you knew she could survive
Did everything you could to keep this girl alive
Stabilized until the ambulance arrived
And in that moment, where you gave your help
I bet you didn't know that you saved yourself


[Outro: Apparat & Lupe Fiasco]
Fold down your hands, give me a sign
Hooked on your lies
You live, forever
Lay down next to me, don't listen when I scream
Bury your doubts and fall asleep
Lord have mercy

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Genius Annotation

In this song, Lupe raps about an alternate reality in which Jonylah Watkins, 6-month-old baby who was shot dead in Chicago in 2013, grows up to become an ambitious woman. In this alternate reality, Hadiya Pendleton, a 15 year-old Chicago native who was murdered in a case of mistaken identity, is also alive. Hadiya had previously performed at Barack Obama’s second inauguration. Jonylah grows up as a very intelligent girl and realizes that her goal is to help others prosper in the South Side, rather than embrace the typical lifestyle.

Overall, this song is a lamentable commentary about the increasing gun violence in Chicago. The song is imagining what could have happened had the father “lived for her” instead of for the gang he was caught up with. Lupe is also exploring the importance of a father figure, specifically for kids growing up in urban neighborhoods. It’s worth noting that this song follows “Don’t Mess up the Children (Interlude)”, which tackles the same subject matter:

African American families are being driven further and further apart from each other, to the extent their children, particularly ones living in urban neighborhoods, are growing up without the benefit of having adults in whom they can confide.


The song samples Apparat ft. Soap & Skin — “Goodbye”. The song was also sampled in a Breaking Bad scene. It is also the theme song of the German Netflix Original television show ‘Dark’.

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