You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
These are two very confusing lines — to the point that Em changed the first one to “I hope you go to sleep and you dream about it” for the Elton John version. The fact that the two lines seem to contradict each other shows how insane Stan’s become.
Really though, it makes sense if you think about it a little bit, and take the third line into account: Stan hopes that Em fantasizes so much about the life he could’ve had with Stan that Em can’t sleep.
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