I am not the one to pretend that I am playing
With the alpha and omega that's beginning and the end baby!
Rockwell is saying here that he has no control over how things were created or how things will end in the grand scheme of things and he knows it. He is saying that we live in the moment and can’t know how things will come to an end (this could be a reference to doomsday sayers).
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