Her reminder of how I've been in the cold
Since 14 years old

from Slaughterhouse (Ft. Novel) – Rain Drops Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

Crooked is known to have grown up in homeless shelters, due to his mothers continuing ailments. I think 14 was Crooked age when his aunt his mom’s twin sister was murdered. Makes sense since the rest of the verse is about that

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