I know you wonder why I had to choose you
Don't wanna take you for granted or abuse you

from J. Cole – Love Me Not Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

Knowing that his success puts a strain on their relationship, he knows she questions why he is still with her. But he didnt want to let her go because he loves her so leaving her would be the wrong option after she stayed down.

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