I need a joint right now
Just the thought alone fucks with me

from Jay Z – Jay Z Blue Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

He’s thinking about his situation when his dad left. The thoughts mess with him, and he needs to chill out because of the emotional stress.

Jay, as we know, only smokes weed once in a blue.

Playing on “joint” and “joint custody.”

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