I don't really believe in God
But God, I'm scared to death of God?!?
I swear to God, I never meant to spill the beans
Nor tear the pod

from Aesop Rock – Big Bang Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

I think this is a common fear: to not believe in God but to fear him, because if he does exist, then you are held accountable for everything you’ve done—good and bad.
“I never meant to spill the beans…” he’s telling God that he never meant to sin, pretty much. And that he is sorry.

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