But I need that spark to get psyched back up in order for me to pick the mic back up

from Eminem – Beautiful Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

He’s saying he needs something OTHER than drugs to get inspired to rap again. While on drugs, he didn’t rap, hence the hiatus between Encore and Relapse.

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