And then I'm worry-free, but that's bullshit
I got a little boy to look after
And if I died then my child would be a bastard

from Geto Boys – Mind Playing Tricks on Me Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

Scarface doesn’t want his child to grow up fatherless, a sadly frequent experience in the ghetto.Bastard is also used (less commonly) to describe any young kid growing up without a father.

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