I see myself in the mirror, but I don't see nothing
If you understand what I'm seeing please tell me something
When you black, the media make you wonder why
I just need my history, because I hate myself
He has no idea of his background because of the way society portrays African-American men. He wants to see his true history because what he sees he hates.
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