But there was no one who even knew I was going through, growing pains

from Eminem (Ft. Kobe) – Talkin' 2 Myself Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

He is saying that when he was going through his problems with drug addictions, that no one knew he was relapsing and having such a hard time with Proof’s death

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