But all my nerves have just crashed, cuz all the verses I've thrashed
Were meant to benefit my future, I'm uncertain it has

from Hopsin – Pillow Man Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

He’s had a breakdown because he puts in a tremendous amount of work into his verses in vein due to the fact that he isn’t getting the recognition nor the benefits that he set out to acquire.

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