So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door for conversation like I want that
If a fan sees Eminem looking at him he could interpret that as wanting to talk. But this lyric doesn’t refer to fans alone. This is the way he feels around anyone, including his friends and family. He doesn’t want to talk to anybody (isolation). This is common with depression.
“Like I want that” generally means sarcastically that he does not want to talk.
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