Tell him that my will is weak
I'm sick of niggas lying, I'm sick of bitches hawkin'
Matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'

from The Notorious B.I.G. – Suicidal Thoughts Lyrics on Rap Genius

Biggie says that his “will is weak,” meaning he has officially given in to suicide and no longer has the will to live.

Biggie is sick of the corruption (lying and hawkin') and no longer sees death as a bad thing, he is simply so sick of life that he believes he is better off dead.

“Sick of bitches hawkin'” could mean a few things, but Biggie is likely tired of people acting as ‘hawks’ do while hunting for their prey, picking him out of a group and using him to their advantage. Biggie could also mean that he is sick of people being corrupt and unforgiving, like a hawk.

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