This is the life I chose, or rather, the life that chose me
Was it his choice to lead the life of a hustler: breaking the law, moving drugs, poisoning his community, destroying other people’s lives and families… OR did his situation force him to lead that life. In the previous line he’s claiming it was his own choice. Now he’s questioning that.
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