God in heaven knows what I feel inside
Responsible for all this inner-city genocide
Continuing from the line above. Pusha is explaining that he is interacting with all these women to block out the pain he is feeling because the life he lived before (drug dealer) caused so much killing (..inner-city genocide..). Pusha knows that only God can see this pain.
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