Looking in the mirror, I'm embarrassed
I'm feeling like a suicidal terrorist
React like an infant whenever you are mentioned
Now he feels like a suicidal terrorist because he’s killing the person he used to be for hopes of a better life. (Similar to the afterlife that terrorists are often promised for the sacrifice)
He is embarrassed because when he looks in the mirror he realizes he is becoming a mainstream rapper and is on the verge of blowing up.
By “suicidal terrorist”, Kendrick also means that he would actually KILL himself due to all of the anxieties and issues that come along with fame itself. Read it in one of his recent interviews.
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