So dark and so cold, my friends don't know this other side of me

from Eminem – Stay Wide Awake Lyrics on Rap Genius

A theme later relayed in Recovery

‘My friends don’t understand this new me
That’s understandable man
But think how bananas you’d be’

He could just needs new friends, maybe Fred Durst or Mark Wahlberg are down to bury the hatchet?

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