Mother contemplating if this could've been prevented
Feeling like the blame for a child turnin' sadistic
Well, really?

from Vince Staples – Martin Ruger King Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

His mother, as most mothers do, start to blame herself for her son being mentally fucked up. But the real things to blame are the drugs he took.

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