Like "Damn, I'mma be a failure"
Surrounded by thugs, drugs, and drug paraphenalia
Other than the thugs part, I can definitely relate to this sentiment
Jay seeing Biggie and Nas blowing up in 94 had him feeling like he wasn’t shit because he was still out on the block
Being constantly around all this may cause you to be a failure because of the things he’s surrounded by; thugs, drugs and drug paraphenalia — it brings negative activity..
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