Cursing the very God that brought this grief to be
He hates the situation he’s in, forced to sell bricks to survive.
Due to his choice to be a drug dealer, he has to live life alone, so on top of dealing with the paranoia of avoiding the law, he struggles with loneliness, unable to pursue companionship.
So he tries to replace that with cocaine, even taking it so far as to have conversations with it.
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