Such a heavy burden placed upon me

from Nicki Minaj (Ft. Rihanna) – Fly Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

being the only female rapper mainstream is part of it now, but a lot of the ‘burden’ is from her family life when her father was away addicted to crack and she had to support her mother and brothers.
Which she refrences in #im the best — “Micaiah and Jelani why I grind like I do”

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