I'm way too up to back down
But I think I'm still trying to figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't
He’s way to better to go back to his dark days but he’s still trying to figure out how he turned into such a person, he thought he beat his rough past and it caught up to him. Now its a new beginning.
Em might also be saying that he had his career mapped out as being Slim Shady. But after the last two albums that were nearly filled with Slim Shady songs and both were flops he thinks it’s time to kill his Shady persona.
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