I wanna know myself
Sorta solo sheep amidst wolves
And still my shepherd can't administer the proper push and pulls
I push the ghouls to man overboard
Pull the bulls onto my sword
He finds himself a sheep/ a good person, living with wolves/bad people, and still god the shepherd can’t do the correct things for him. but he pushes the bad out, and kills the anger(the bull)
He references the term “The Lord is my shepherd”, by describing himself as a sheep with a useless shepherd. He says “push and pulls” twice in this segment, once in saying his shepherd (God) can’t do it and another in saying HE can do it (“push the ghouls” “pull the bulls”). In this he is making sure we understand he doesn’t need God to live his life.
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