Now I'm much older, colder, fuck a holster
Got the Mac 11 swingin' from my shoulder

from The Notorious B.I.G. (Ft. 2Pac, Mary J. Blige & Nas) – Living In Pain Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

B.I.G. has gotten much tougher throughout the years, and now he doesn’t even bother concealing his weapon anymore.

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