Back when I first grabbed that pen, I told myself I was gon' win
And I ain't know when, but it was gon' end, up happening, I want in

from Ab-Soul (Ft. Kendrick Lamar) – Illuminate Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

When he first started rapping, he swore he’d make it famous, and knew it was going down.

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