I ain't afraid to die, more afraid of myself
Niggas looking at me like I don't hear myself
Like I don't know pain, I been here myself
He knows dying is part of life, but he fears everything that has happened to him may affect others in a negative way. Niggas looking at me like I don’t hear myself,
This means people are thinking he’s ignorant and that he should think before he speaks even though they don’t take the time to find out all the pain and suffering Ab-Soul has been through. He implies he was the reason he made it through his hardship and that he’s went through everything anyone could think of. Respect.
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