I just want mama to be happy
Is that too mothafucking much to ask?
Damn it I’m about to cry in this bitch,

from Royce Da 5'9" – I've Been Up, I've Been Down Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

it took an emotional toll on him to see his mom depressed as a child

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