Gun under my seat
I don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef
I'm a ride to the end of the road if I have to
Praying no car speeds by for me to crash to
Steering wheel in my hand
Trying to hold it steady
Nas is on a mission of self-destruction.
He is out for some sort of midnight drive with “twisted blunts” ready to be blazed and a bottle of crystal in preparation to crash his car and commit suicide.
But he just can’t make up his mind to go past the rubicon and finds himself wrestling around his desire to crank the steering wheel into some concrete wall under control.
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