That call felt like I was beef that had got shot up
Ironic, I was on tour with Tech N9ne and Slaughterhouse

from Slaughterhouse (Ft. Ida) – Goodbye Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

When Joell got word of his grandma’s illness, he was touring with Slaughterhouse and Tech N9ne.

Herein lies the irony.
“That call felt like I was BEEF that had got SHOT up”

BEEF = Slaughterhouse (as in both his group and the pigs and cows that are literally killed in a slaughterhouse)

SHOT UP = Tech N9ne (as in the rapper and getting shot by the actual TEC-9 semi-automatic gun)

He felt useless and that he was unable to do anything to help his family.

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