Grandmom I hold up that a wall for you I swear
This should really say;
“Grandmom, I'ma hold up that award for you I swear.”
Joell is making a promise to his grandmother. Vowing to not give up on his music until he’s on stage holding an award for it, And he’s going to do it in her honor.
If you know anything about Joell, You’d know the simple fact of just MAKING it to the award show was huge for him, An though he didn’t win an award…He was still proud he made it.
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