I want to dedicate this to Jonathan Bauer. One soul taken too early

The last time that I saw you, it was late at night, and we were both up, working a close shift
We were just bullshitting about life and a couple things that we had to cope with
I told you school would click if you played it out and just kept your focus
You said my mind'd find peace if I waited patiently and kept it open

And since that moment
I ain't lived in fear, or really felt as broken
Though my mind's an ocean full of thoughts so hopeless
You're the same reason that I kept on floating

Such devotion, to living with a reason
Your soul chained up by internal demons
They fought and fought all to halt your breathing
Over your dead body would they see succeeding

You were one strong soldier
Cancer at young age, fuck em you got older
Your mom needed a rock, well her son's a boulder
Bet shes thinking about you now when the sun drops lower

Now I'm yelling out "Fuck October"
When your head got hot but your blood got colder
My eyes are running dry, getting bloodshot-swollen
I swear to god that we ain't done - its not over