[Verse 1]
This is where it starts, and this is where I end it
This has been my past, and this is my present
I don't care about the future so I make it all irrelevant
Choices I've been choosing want to make me feel Hell sent
Trying to rewind it, find out that I'm blinded
Everything's a lie so I try to realize it
Nothing will ever change it, not the fact that I'll be famous
I'm still fucking anxious trying to reach my safe haven
All I have is mental patience, all that's left is this anguish
And I dread the realization all I've done has been wasted
Just a toy being played with
Tossed about and then hated
Sitting in the corner watching others losing faith
And almost everything I've known is starting to fall apart
My world is crumbling down, as I dodge the falling stars
It's funny to view our lives without knowing how they start
Or if we really even exist, maybe I'm trying too hard
To find a reason for my business
Can we even live this shit?
Walking in an abyss, dark and full of emptiness
Cue the throbbing synths, bring in the hypocrites
The liars and the thieves who are fighting just to live
There's not much I can give, just my heart and my soul
I need to let go, but I can't I might explode
I might lose it, I lost it when I noticed I was Godless
I'm obnoxious I have bought this trying to heal my fucking conscience

[Hook]
So that's the end of everything, and the world combines with dreams
Heaven on Earth before it all ends
Ignorance captures the mind and the wind

[Verse 2]
The rain begins to fall, and my mind begins to flood
Even if I close my eyes all I see is miles of mud
Every time I go to move, I slip and fall on my ass
I guess that can happen growing up with out a dad
I can't take it, I can't take it
Every day I fucking face it
All these faces making blatant configurations for the crazes
Excel through the gates, mass produce the same fates
I hope I can embrace your body, entire grace
Is everything I've waited for
And now I'm wading forth into my future
Making it so they hate no more
Battle scars and naked whores
Is that what I'm fighting for?
If I give up now, what's left to buy at stores?
Nothing, there's nothing. So I might as well quit
Delay the time a bit, bring in the Leviathan
Have him terrorize the town, bring it down to the ground
I search the rubble for my soul, but I can't dig it out
I am stuck, my luck has finally run out
Not like I had enough when I was trying to be proud
Of everything I've done
But I still run under the sun
I still chase my hopes and dreams, but I'm hunting without a gun
All I'll ever be is here, that's all I'll ever do
I'll never leave this place, so don't ask me what's new
No one ever fought with me, my future's not too promising
Full of hopes and dreams that are calling out
And knock-knocking

[Hook]

[Outro]
So now there's no more shit to see
I guess I'm finally fit to be
A part of my own history, but only if you're listening
And if you are then you know that I can do anything
Rain or shine, snow or grime I'll find a way to live my dreams