Smoking cigarettes just ain't the same
Gettin my dick licked just ain't the same
Laughin til I feel like dyin just ain't the same
My thoughts when I wake up just ain't the same
Call me Drake bitch nothin is the same

Lookin at shit you left behind last time just ain't the same
Watchin anime on Netflix just ain't the same
Shit, even when I get high just ain't the same
Listenin to music I used to love just ain't the same
Wait, just call me Jake bitch this ain't the same

Darkness is where my heart resides
Only thing I see in the mirror is what I dispise
Look into the bloodshot eyes of this guy as he cries
You watched to see the true side of me arise
This ain't about the thug times or cookin pies
This shit about sadness,darkness,heartlessness,selfishness
Loneliness, wish a nigga would parishness
This that dark shit, deep shit, sadboys shit
Emo kid fuckin cuttin himself shit
Ill never see my bliss
Hold my breathe in bed hopin my soul will cease to exist
Got a freaky bitch trying to ride my dick
Like look bitch call R.Kelly I ain't trying to drink your piss
All Im trying to drink is my feelings away
Can't stop thinking of the day it all gave way
There was no time to stay
Everything went so fast so I ran away
Soul so dark when I die I won't decay
See theres only so many times a heart can break
Before its destroyed and you can't take
Back what you did, what you said, your words are fake
Day dreamin, reminiscen something I can't shake
Away is where I wanna run when I see you
Youre so beautiful, perfect makes me wanna puke
If you haven't noticed by now I miss you
Truth is though, ain't ever gonna be us as two
They say plenty of fish in the sea, guess youre one of the few
But Ill never meet another one of you
Thats what I hate the most
Could search 40 years coast to coast
None could outmatch the one I loved the most
You could of been the bitch in my kitchen making me toast
Such high hopes for such a young love
When it came down to it push really did come to shove
To me in my mind I point to me to blame
I bring shit on myself especially shame
Lowest of lowest of lows is what I claim
Every time I look in the mirror it just ain't the same