Help I’m Alive Lyrics
I tremble
They're gonna eat me alive
If I stumble
They're gonna eat me alive
[Refrain]
Can you hear my heart beatin' like a hammer?
Beatin' like a hammer?
[Pre-Chorus]
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beatin' like a hammer
Hard to be soft, tough to be tender
Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps
[Refrain]
Beatin' like a hammer
Beatin' like a hammer
Beatin' like a hammer
Beatin' like a hammer
[Chorus]
If we're still alive
My regrets are few
If my life is mine
What shouldn't I do?
I get wherever I'm going
I get whatever I need
While my blood's still flowing
And my heart still beats
Beatin' like a hammer
Beatin' like a hammer
[Pre-Chorus]
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beatin' like a hammer
Hard to be soft, tough to be tender
Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps
[Refrain]
Beatin' like a hammer
Beatin' like a hammer
Beatin' like a hammer
Beatin' like a hammer
[Chorus]
If we're still alive
My regrets are few
If my life is mine
What shouldn't I do?
I get wherever I'm going
I get whatever I need
While my blood's still flowing
And my heart still beats
Beatin' like a hammer
Beatin' like a hammer (Beatin' like a hammer)
Beatin' like a hammer (Beatin' like a hammer)
Beatin' like a hammer (Beatin' like a hammer)
[Verse]
I tremble
They're gonna eat me alive
If I stumble
They're gonna eat me alive
[Refrain]
Can you hear my heart beatin' like a hammer?
Beatin' like a hammer?
Beatin' like a hammer
Beatin' like a hammer
[Outro]
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beatin' like a hammer
About
Help I’m Alive is about being paralyzed by the expectations of others (like peers or audiences, but Haines’s own expectations of herself as well) and the anxiety those expectations bring on.
Frontwoman Emily Haines discussed this track with Drowned in Sound:
This song is the first of many that I wrote on the piano during my time in Buenos Aires. It started out as a ballad but really came to life once we bumped up the tempo. My favorite part of the song is the kick drum sound in the middle section, it sounds like the drums are being played in a cathedral in hell."
Shaw told Rhapsody:
I imagine our songs as people. “Help I’m Alive” punched “Gimme Sympathy” in the face and jumped in front of it. We had this image of me coming into the studio one day and the back door was wide open and there were only nine singles there, and “Help I’m Alive” had run out and was streaking down the neighborhood."
Acoustic Version
A few weeks after the song’s initial release, an acoustic version – with Shaw on acoustic guitar and Haines on piano – was released as a single.
This has been featured on the TV shows One Tree Hill (episode: “Believe Me, I’m Lying,” 2009), The Vampire Diaries (episode: “The Night of the Comet,” 2009), 90210 (episode: “Age of Inheritance,” 2010), and Grey’s Anatomy (episode: “If Only You Were Lonely,” 2012).
This peaked at #21 on the band’s home chart, the Canadian Hot 100. It was also their first track to break into the US charts, where it landed at #17 on the Alternative Songs chart and #30 on the Rock Songs chart.
Q&A
Find answers to frequently asked questions about the song and explore its deeper meaning
In 2018, NPR ranked this as the #146 greatest song by a female or nonbinary artist in the 21st century, saying:
Of the dozens of heart-forward dance songs Metric has cranked out over the past two decades — see ‘Gimme Sympathy,’ ‘Stadium Love’ — few cut to the quick of Emily Haines' anxious yet optimistic outlook on life quite like “Help I’m Alive.” An ode to learning how to exist in fight-or-flight mode, the song captures Haines and her band in all their pulse-quickening pop glory.
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